first post. I’m supposed to pick lee lian up fr…
January 26th, 2004 by boon
first post.
I’m supposed to pick lee lian up from her place at 7.30. A little late, but she said that she was waiting for lai san… and whether that’s an excuse or not, it doesn’t really matter to me, cos I’m mostly ok with picking her up at whatever time. As long as I get to have dinner eventually.
I’ve been feeling kind of disoriented lately, and maybe it’s that weird feeling that I don’t really know how life should work. Some personal struggles have really begun to push me into a corner, and I just want to stop for awhile… stop struggling… and wait for some answers. Forgiveness of God is not fully understood yet. It’s so great and so weird and so personal and I can’t really grasp it. I was thinking if I did, I wouldn’t be so lost and confused. But that may not be my panacea.
I’m heading out the office now.