No control over the bus of life
Originally uploaded by Astrid..
I’m managing a mood that’s half empty this weekend - I’m already groaning the one day left of this ‘long’ holiday.
It’s one of those days where you think holidays give you back control over your life, but it becomes very short-lived.
The thing about holidays is how you don’t want to do anything related to “getting things done”. But the task list grows inevitably.
Still, I guess it isn’t so bad. I’m going through a time of reflection and healing with God right now, and I am slowly finding renewed strength and purpose in life. I’ve been struggling lately with insecurities related to relationships and goals - two of the biggest things I care about in life.
I’ve been needing to forgive myself, and to not be ashamed of right living. While I may not always succeed in relationships nor my goals, wisdom always begins with the fear of God.
Just gotta take it one step at a time, I guess. In the meantime, the apartment is becoming a jolly good place to do that - it’s becoming cosier from time to time.
Categorized as life
“I’m going through a time of reflection and healing with God right now, and I am slowly finding renewed strength and purpose in life”.. same here too.. i’m refecting a lot about my purpose for God and He has indeed been showing me ways I’ve never thought and known before.
p/s: its a very encouraging post to read.. knowing that i’m not alone struggling through my insecurities and goals. Godspeed
Agape,
ShiNa